The circus of life has finally brought tears to THIS CLOWNS face. For one fleeting moment my life was so beautiful and complete. I finally knew what people meant by the word HAPPINESS. This time and GOD knows why i truly believed in my heart and soul that THIS IS IT, now i will live happily ever after. Snap back to reality.... one month after THE MOMENT i am right back where i started from, in my room-staring at this fucking laptop, watching movies, reading books and staring at the walls wondering WHY. A lot of questions with no answers, wow where have i heard that one before. Sums up my miserable life so beautifully doesn't it " ? " This little question mark.
Life has turned me into a clown. All i do is make people laugh. Clowns don't have friends, clowns need no friends, clowns don't fall in love, clowns don't deserve to fall in love. All clowns do is laugh at the madness and people laugh at them. Laugh you fucking freaks..... laugh.....
Now finally the jokes upon me and I don't get it. I am staring at the people around me who are laughing hysterically like madmen but i fail to understand what is so funny. The reality hits me like a bullet train-
I AM THE JOKE AND THEY ARE LAUGHING AT ME.
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